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08 July 2008 @ 03:10 pm

I'm starting a diet today because I gained a metric fuckton of weight when I was sick. I'm not sure how that works. I wasn't eating anything but I was sitting on my ass (well, sleeping) all day. >_> Doctor says that not eating helped me gain weight... somehow.

For fuck's sake... =_=;

It's called the "If it looks like it will kill you in 30 years, DON'T EAT IT" diet.

I'm making a list of food-specifics that I want from the store. Like fruits and... nuts. >_>; I hate vegetables. Planning on forcing down a couple glasses of V8 a day to get those out of the way. Tropical V8. I can't drink regular because it tastes like cold tomato soup and makes me throw up. :< 

I can't do any walking/jogging today because it's really @$*&ing windy and has been for the last few days, so I've been doing research via google and youtube and did a few dance workouts. Government-approved sites too. I'm not as naive as to believe the Internet doesn't lie (I just came from two different sites that completely contradicted eachother on the same subject). :/ 

=_= My parents won't let me get a scale because scales lie (because of muscle build up, I guess). Even though I've begged for one. How the hell am I suppose to know if I'm improving if I don't freaking know what my current weight is?!

My mother informed me that I could be one of those people that eats whatever they want and exercises a lot. I informed her that I could also be Hitler's reincarnated dog, but it was incredibly unlikely.

That being said, no more high-fat high-calorie high-whatever food for me. /cry

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And now, puppies.



It's a cuddle orgy.

 
 
PoaA
I contracted an infection that almost killed me (through a fucking scrape). Since then I've just dropped off the face of the Internet because I decided I had more important things to do with my life (NDE's have a way of doing that).

I still have no idea what the hell I had. The doctors told me, I just can't pronounce nor spell the mysterious death-scrape.

Doctor: It's "some-german-word-I-can't-pronounce-or-spell".
Me: ... (inside I'm laughing, outside it's all angst)

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Like I said once-upon-a-time, I moved to Bumfuck, somewhere. I live here now. There's a cemetary by my school. School is now out, so I have time to glide by the Internet every now and again. I passed my finals despite all that's happened.

Note: Dressing as a boy while being a girl in a small town* makes you instantly popular for some reason.
*Only in blue states.

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I had kidney stone surgery a while back (I am a cluster fuck of medical problems. I am surprised I do not have diabeetus.). There was anaestetic (SP) left in my IV tube, so when they flushed it I was paralyzed from the waist up for thirty seconds.

Jeff the Nurse saved me.

Jeff the Nurse ROCKS!

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My Aussie Shepard had puppies two days ago. They're so small and cute. :DDD
 
 
PoaA
04 April 2008 @ 01:51 pm
So what the fuck happened to you?
Me: What are you talking about? I've been here all month, I swear.
Friends: :|

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So, I move-ed to Oregon. 

Coos Mutha-fuckin' Bay, biatches.

Also known as Bumfuck, Oregon to mah posse.

And I have pictures!

We went from Henderson to Reno to Red Bluff to Coos Bay, relatively speaking. We stopped at a bunch of little towns (really $%#@ing little) to fuel up and cackle insanely.

We came across the Paiute (I think) Indian reservation. I didn't get a picture of the sign, but I got some of that lovely scenery!

Me: The Indians got fucked. 
Dad: lulz

Note: From Nevada to Oregon, the way we went, is nothing but desert, hills, and trees.

Lots of fucking desert, fucking hills, and fucking trees.



And Orange jackets.

That's my jacket, it makes me look like an orange version of the Kool-Aid man. It does not flatter me.

And cows. Did I mention there are a lot of cows on the way from NV to OR?

Lots of cows.

Dad: Beef! :D
Me: Mooooooo =3=



This picture actually has some story that cannot be show because I was too petrified to take any shots.

There's a mountain range in Cali that has a path through it. Two lanes. It's really twisty and turny and high. I'm afraid of heights.We were in a Penske truck, which is a huge moving truck.

Needless to say, I was terrified.

First turn

Me: o_o
Inside: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Dad: =_=

Third turn

Me: O_O
Inside: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
Dad: =_=

Fifth turn

Me: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Inside: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
Dad: stfu

Last turn, where we almost lose controll of the truck

Me: SLK;AFDJL;KAESRJIOASFNDSA;LJRLKESAFHSLAKJELSF
Inside: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



That is Mount Shasta. I have about fifty thousand pictures of that mountain. This is the only one that came out right.

The splotches on it are stupid bugs. They were removed by nature and a truck that goes 50MPH around sharp corners.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.



I missed the sign leaving Vegas, Entering California, leaving Cali, and entering Oregon.

Entering Cali:

Dad: -points- There.
Me: What? =3=?
Dad: -points- THERE! 
Me: WHAT?
-Welcome to California passes just as I see it-
Me: You miserable punkfaggot.

Entering Oregon:

Dad: Don't worry, we'll see it well before we get there.
Me: >:3 I wanna be ready.

-20 minutes later-
Dad: It'll be there.
Me: zzzZZZZzzzz

-20 more minutes-
Dad: Here it is!
Me: That's a reststop station, dad.

-20 minutes-

-Welcome to Oregon passes just as we turn a corner-

Me: I hate you.

So, I decided that I wanted to get a picture of some sign.

:3 So, I got rocks.



And there's our new house!

:DDDD
 
 
PoaA
01 March 2008 @ 11:10 am
 Me: I'm not dead! 
God: 'Ere. He says he's not dead! 
Grim Reaper: Yes, he is.
Me: I'm not! 
God: He isn't? 
Grim Reaper: Well, he will be soon. He's very ill. 
Me: I'm getting better! :D
Grim Reaper: No, you're not. You'll be stone dead in a moment.  
Me: :(

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"What do you have, POAA?" you ask.

It went something like this:

Monday:
Me: -working out in PE-
Lungs: So.... you have a cold. :D
Me: lulz im fain

Tuesday:
Me: -PE PE PE-
Lungs: Take some cough syrup.
Me: No.

Wednesday:
Me: -cough cough-
Lungs: ........
Me: :D

Thursday:
Me: -coughhackcough-
Lungs: BREATHING TREATMENT. YOU NEED ONE.
Me: I'm fine! -coughhackcough-

Friday: 
Me: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Lungs: Fuck this! -attacks-
Me: WAIT WHAT.

Naturally, I'm making this seem funnier than it actually was. Because, at this point, it is quite amusing to me. >_>

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Devil May Cry 4 came out.

It. Is. Epic.

I've been home a lot so I've been playing it alot. >_>; <3 Nero more than Dante. I promise not to give out any spoilers. :D

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Got Rockband. I suck on the drums. I do mildly well on the gee-tar and mic.

:(

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I intend to come back to the Internets soon.

:D
 
 
PoaA
12 February 2008 @ 07:07 pm

So, I've been... ill. Not in a terribly terminal way, but just sick and miserable enough so that the last few... weeks went by in a blur of vomit, blood, and really white walls.

At this point I'm really so sick of being sick. I'm not going to talk about it. Don't want sympathy, don't want to be reminded. All that anyone really needs to know is that I was unwell for a small portion of a month.

I'm really beginning to hate those damn cats.

I have a mountain of make-up work and a week to do it, so you probably won't hear from me until next Tuesday. Then I might feel better (emotionally, I think), or at least good enough to elaborate on the last two to three weeks (depending on my definition of 'when I started feeling sick').

At least I got my English project done.

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I've been reading Neil Gaiman's The Sandman.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sandman_%28Vertigo%29 (Not to be confused with Sandman, also published by DC) It's unlike my usual breed of books, seeing as how it's a comic, but not a comic. It is a comic with fantastic writing and characters that aren't super heroes. Not to be idolized by young boys (well, only the very strange ones).

My favorite character is, naturally, the Lord of Dreams, Morpheus. He's somewhat of an anti-hero, in that he only does what he does because of duty and not compassion. None of the Endless, that's a group of immortals (I think), really care about humans, or living things. It's kind of funny.

Morpheus is, I must admit, a real idiot. Not in that 'Dee-dee-dee' sense, but kind of a 'Wait? What are you doing that for? That's stupid.' sense.

He's not very bright. ^^;

The ending of the comic series (the Wake, though I haven't gotten to read the eleventh and final installment) made me cry.

On a lighter note, I should probably check out more of Neil Gaiman's work. He seems to be a great author.

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Between the hospital and the 'rest period' I've been playing a lot of world of Warcraft. Well, not so much playing as running through a dungeon then going back to sleep (I've been sleeping a lot lately, dozing, even though I'm not tired). I really need to catch up on my Internet lurking.

But I also really need to do homework.

/sigh

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I usually don't remember my dreams. I'm not sure if it's the combination of medication and reading the Sandman, but I've been having really vidid dreams lately. According to my shampoo bottle, the average dream lasts three seconds.

Now, I can remember bits and pieces of my dreams. Most of them involve stuff that's troubling me, but I rarely resolve these issues in my dreams (fucking dreams. >:C)

The one that stands out the most is the one that takes place after I finished the Wake.

Me: oh my fucking god, Morpheus.
Blurry black thing: -blah blah blah blah-
Me: Oh fuck. =_=
Blurry black thing: (more things I can't understand)
Me: For fuck's sake, I am such a fucking nerd...
Blurry black thing: (blah blah blah)
Me: =_=

I was later told by a nurse that I did, indeed, saying 'oh fuck' and 'for fuck's sake, I'm......nerd!' and 'Morpheus, omfg' in my sleep. >_>

Proof that I really need to get another job or I'll die of boredom.

And fangirl dreams.

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I did online registration for my school today. I won't be going here next year (my parents are moving us to Bumfuck, Oregon), but my librarian said it was a good idea to put in my requests so my new school can't deny me my classes (take THAT!)

Drawing II - I wanted to go into AP Studio Art, but you need a huge portfolio that can only be created with Drawing I and II work. Fuckers.
Remedial Algebra II - I once again ride the fail boat.  Yay, maths. For the record, even though I'm terrible at math, I won't be taking remedial Algebra II. My mother simply won't allow it. That's just what my Geometry teacher reccomended me for, but I can convince the counselor to change it.
US History Honors - I don't care about my own country's his-to-ry~
AP English III - Yeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
Anatomy H - It seems like an easy A, considering I know a lot of the human anatomy, but it will go more in-depth.
3D Animation and Design - The teacher was actually attempting to recruit kids from the art classes. XD He sold me on it, too. "Hey! You like games... and anime! Yay! Awesome. Come to my class, we will animate!" "Um... I wanted to take Journalism. >_>" "We have photoshop and expensive computers for you to break." "LOLZ, KAY."

So, I'm taking an AP class, two honors classes, a remedial class (allegedly) and two regular classes.

PE teacher, upon reading my current scedual: So, we've established that you're a oddball who sucks at math and excells at artsy crap. :\
Me: I know right. >_<
PE: You're going to end up living in a New York flat, dying of AIDS and singing with your best friends, aren't you? (this would normally seem offensive, but we're very comfortable around eachother, so meh) :|
Me: Probably... but I promise to sell my life story to Lifetime and give you royalties, sir. :|
PE: Yipee. :/

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For the MGS RP thing, I'm going to do it, but I don't feel well enough to really... you know, do it. >_>;

 
 
PoaA
30 January 2008 @ 08:57 pm

So, I've been absent from the Interwebs for the last week or so. The reason? Well, I was in the hospital for sever asthma. 

SAD FACE.

I won't go into details due to epic angst, but let's just say I really hate cats.

Fucking cats. >:(

I missed the Internet.

 
 
PoaA
13 January 2008 @ 08:08 pm
It's 8:09PM on Sunday night and I have yet to start my four page report on photography due... tomorrow.

>_> <_< <____>

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

On a lighter note, my Sim has somehow gotten the other one pregnant, even though they are both male. While my lesbian and straight couple remains blissfully childless.

I am so very, very confused.

Oh, here's another thing. I chose the 'relationship' ambition for one of my Sims because I wanted a lot of easy goals. As it turns out, 'relationship' in Simese means 'slut'. "Kiss three sims" "Whoo-Hoo! with three different sims" "Whoo-Hoo! in public with three different sims."

...WTF? o_o; T-T for teen! I thought he wanted a relationship, not to boink everything on two legs!

Making my relationship Sim get married was amusing. >_>; Aspiration went, "OMGDJSALK;FJLAELJ -delete-" Ahahaha. ^////^

Also, the vampires are considerably unhot. :( Well, at least the guy is, the woman is quite pretty. >_> A bit of a bitch, but pretty.

Sooooooi, un par-di-or. I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me? 8D Everybody!

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I love the absolute Mary Sueism that seems to inhabit the World of Warcraft. It seems to be equal for all genders, which is a plus. There are guy Mary Sues, girl Mary Sues, etc. It's incredibly sad for loreheads out there that want a good story without having to scower the RP servers. :(

I looked in what promised to be a 'funny' story and this is what I see:

"Remember when I said their armor was tier 2 and 3, well, I made it so it's much higher than 6."

You miserable bitch.

D: That's against the laws of WoW. Why not just make it so they can magically kill Sargeras and cleanse the world of demons (and, subsiquently, warlocks)? You've already stepped over the MS spectacle.

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I saw one of the strangest vampire books ever at Borders today. Not that any of them are normal (NO PENIS ACTION?), but this one's summary just made me burst out laughing. It was full of the usual vampire kink crap, including the lovely woman who was probably going to fall in love with a vampire who's over 300 years old and blah blah blah.

"...and the mysterious book of their powers, S and M--"

WAIT. HOLD THE GRAVY TRAIN. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

I would like to know how this book grants them their 'powers' if ya know what I mean. -wiggles eyebrows-

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Oh, well, time to get working. >_>;
 
 
PoaA
05 January 2008 @ 02:05 am

I jumped on my menstral cycle today. :D

I got a part-time job, or something like a job. It's not even part time. >_< I'm suppose to only work 10 hours a week, but so far I've pulled in 20... over the weekend. This is because a lot of part timers (such as myself) quit after they got whatever they needed and I, stupidly, offered my services.

NOT AMUSED.

I'm doing a, what'cha call it, supermarket stocking. Box boy. Whatever. I'm not allowed to handle liquor, though. >_>; Even if it's under a ton of cardboard. NO. I TOUCH AND I BRAK DA LAWZ.

Oh, there's a sea of cardboard boxes. @_@; I should take some home and build myself a Shadow Moses.

Or a gundam.


....Ohohright. I got a job 'cause of my parents. While they've stopped fighting the tension is so thick I can't be in the same room with them. >_>; So I decided it would be good to stress myself out more and save up money in the event that one of them just ups and leaves. My school counselor will have fun with me this coming Monday. B)

HA-HA-HA-HA-HA D:

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Because of this job I'm feeling, well, bitchy. Moreso than I would be during the holiday season (for some reason during my winter break I flip on to full BITCHBITCHBITCHNAG mode). I figure reading fanfiction and looking at art would calm me down. I figure this every year and every year it's the same thing. I get to the point where I call random people to bitch at them about things they could care less about. >_>

Such is the life of being my friend. 

DA... Well, I have a problem with that place altogether. Looking at the popular page, 95% of it is mainstream crap fanart (Naruto, Bleach, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, etc). You know, people who aren't creative enough to live outside the box and draw AKUROKU LULZ. >_<; Oh, fanwhoreing of particular artists is also included in this category. 4% is furries. 0.98% is drawings of obese anime girls, which I don't like simply on fact that these particular artists draw NOTHING but fat anime chicks, because they're guys IRL and fat guys just isn't funny, I suppose. 0.01% is giant tits. 0.01% is good art that's not 'enhanced' by a bunch of digital photoshop shit.

>_>; I'm not fun when I'm raging.

I can't read fanfiction anymore, just not until I cool down enough. It's just... when you're looking for passable fanfiction (or regular fiction, and I'll get to that in a second) every bad one just sticks out like a sore thumb. And I read it. I don't know why. I know reading it will only cause me futher pain and anguish but... I just have to. It's a rule. A whole bunch of ff.net stories are stereotyping and simplifying backstories and characters. It's sad, especially when you have interesting stories such as Death Note and Karas. Karas has little to no fanfiction, which is a huge injustice because it's a great anime. However, it's not FMA (LOL YAOIZ?) so it's unimportant to the majority of the community. Death Note's greater plot and character development is usually thrown out so L and Light can have sex. Also, most shoujo-ai anime that's there has 20-50 stories, depending on how popular it is, while most shonen anime (note: NOT shonen-ai) have 1000-30000 stories, most pairing male characters together.

Classy. :(

Fictionpress... Is just... WOW. There are good stories there, really... but think FF.net with AFF.net's badness, but without the porn. That is your Fictionpress. 

>_> Why am I attacking Fictionpress? Well, I went there hoping for a good 'horror story'. Something only people who write occasionally can give. Plot holes as far as the eye can see, but good enough.

What I found was LOTS of chick and vampire stories. I mean literally TONS of the stuff. Every summary that I read except for two had to do with women, either late teens or early twenties. Most of it also revolved around vampires, which is technically in the wrong place. If you're going to write a vampire porn story, but it on AFF.net. D: Or at least in the Supernatural section.

If I read one more story about a wiccan chick in black I'm going to light something on fire.

Or write a name down in my Death Note.

RANT RANT RANT BITCH BITCH BITCH NAG NAG NAG

My inner Rose. NIGHT.

 
 
PoaA
28 December 2007 @ 09:47 pm

FOLLOWING CONTAINS ANGST OMGWTFBBQ

Parents are fighting. They've been doing this a whole hell of a lot lately. It's wearing me down emotionally and physcially (staying up trying to keep your kid brother from bursting into tears is a bit of a fucking stress). The worst part of it is they're starting to make us pick sides, which makes me hate them equally. This is not something you put your children through.

Writing in LJ is my alternative to snapping.

It doesn't help that my sister is no help. >_< She's autistic but 20 years old and still, NO COMMENTS NEEDED WHILE MOMMY IS YELLING AT DADDY, IDIOT. JUST STFU AND HIDE IN YOUR ROOM LIKE THE REST OF US.

ANGST END YAY
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Ironically enough, Christmas was pretty sweet, though I have to laugh at my parents sometimes.

Gifts: I've gotten quite a few of them this year (as opposed to the last years, whever I've only gotten one or two).

Prisma markers: While they're not copic, they're the best marker brand this side of the Mississippi. I got the 47 set, complete with hard plastic case. Tis nice, tis nice. My big gift this year.

Zen 1 gig: Or something like that. An MP3 player that can hold up to about 250 songs. I don't think I can even name that many songs, but that's okay, I've got a whole bunch of goodies on it at this point.

Sketching Collection (Derwent): I asked for a 'sketch kit', but they got me this instead. XD A pencil kit from the UK-stationed Derwent company. It included six pencils and six graphite sticks. I have to say, sketching with it is quite easy... but it lacks a few things. A soft eraser, for one. >_>; I'm happy with it, though.

Inking Pen: This is entirely my bad. I asked for an 'inking pen' thinking my parents would somehow translate this into multiliner pens or maybe a Piolet G-tech Pen (Oh how I wanteeeeed). Or maybe a high-quality ball-point pen. Alas, they got me... a quill. With the pointed edge and an ink bottle. ._.; Next year... I will be more specific. I can't figure out how to use it worth a damn. XD
Conversation a few days after I X-mas:
Mom: You said inking pen.
Me: I know. =_=
Mom: That's what you get for being vague.
Me: I know. =_=
Mom: We *were* going to get you an entire set...
Me: Thank Jenova you didn't. =_=
Mom: Thank Je- What?

Animal Crossing: ACADSSAEDEAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D!!!!!! A v-video game! Amongst the art crap I've been begging for for months... a video game! A fun one! Animal Crossing! If only I had friends to play it with! A-ha-ha-ha-ha.

I'm happy with what I've gotten! While they fumbled a few things (who ever gets what they really want?) most of the stuff was spot-on! Way to go, guys, now stop going at eachother's throats or I'm going to cut myself. :DD

In other news, I'm working on something really big art-wise. At least, big for me. :B Really big. Super. It will win me... the art show.

Or something.

/angst

 
 
Current Location: Camelot
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Sunshine go away today
 
 
PoaA
18 December 2007 @ 06:58 pm
Note: Normally, I'd never do an entry on one subject. I like switching around between them because it helps me keep my thoughts organized (by disorganzing them? Well, yes.). The only time I'll talk about one subject the entire time is when I really hate something (see: Resident Evil), don't have time or really love something.

This is a happy time.

Oh, erm, contains spoilers for the Karas OVAs.

So, in 2006 I stumbled upon an amazing anime movie. I was looking for something to watch on cable when I noticed that one of the channels was playing an anime. asdjljeld?E!!! Anime movie? On TV? That's NOT Akira? Sign me up!

Twas the best decision I made that December.

Karas: The Prophecy is one of the best anime movies I've ever seen.

Best anime movies 3v4R:
NGE: both new and old movie(s)
Vampire Hunter D (both)
Karas: the Prophecy and Revelation
(Reserved because I know I'm forgetting one of the top five and yet yaaaarg)

No, the FMA movie is not in my top five for reasons I will never state.

I just adored the animation and graphics, but it was so much more. The characters, the story, the cliffhanger ending! It left me confused and wanting more, as every anime movie should.

Oh, erm, backstory. Karas is an anime created in 2005 and released in the west in 2006. Each city posseses a Karas (from 'crow') and a Yurine (cat-like girl) that protects and watches over it. Along with the Karas are demons, good ones, though. Well, one Karas, after centuries of watching over Shinjuku, gets fed up with the city and decides to 'cleanse' it. Which means he's going to kill everyone.

A new Karas is created from the soul of a comatose Otoha. He loses all of his memories from his life, but he doesn't seem to mind so it's never touched upon, except in the beginning of the fourth OVA and beyond that. Toward the end of the first movie (first three OVAs), Otoha has recovered his body and Yurine is captured by the 'evil' Karas, Eko.

There are a slew of side characters (main characters: Yurine, Otoha, Nue, Eko) that have some major or minimal impact on the outcome of the story. Very few of them meet Eko, but they're all linked by demons. Narumi, a detective, is on the 'demon task force' in Shinjuku with Minoru, who's daughter, Yoshiko, was the only survivor of a demon attack. A girl who moved to Shinjuku from the 'country', meets Nue while attempting to get 'water demons' to appear on her show. She is also the only survivor of a demon attack, though she doesn't go crazy like Yoshiko.

Otoha, the main character, is really interesting without being interesting at all. He's silent and kind, but not in that 'I'M YOUR BITCH' way. Rather like a doctor (considering he is one for demons, it makes sense). His past is pretty much a mystery, other than knowing he's the bastard child of his brother and mother and was in a gang.

There are no slash or hetero hints in it*. Just action. No sappy love stories, either! Screw that! The underline theme of the story is the love story! Love the city! LOVE THE CITY!

Oh, and Karas turn from humans into some sort of Power Ranger on steroids. Instead of spandex they get some sort of demon metal and a kick-ass weapon.

How could you not love that?!

Of course, the first three OVAs end about a year before the conclusion (Revelation) is releasd.

Goddamnit, Japan.

Revelation, the reason I'm so giddy right now, was a worthy and excellent sequal. It was just so awesome in every single way possible I almost wet myself in joy.

The conclusion was actually somethind I didn't predict. It starts off with Otoha helping Nue, who goes off to find his kid brother. Because Otoha is human again, he goes to find his 'friend' (A-ha-ha-ha-ha) and I guess attempts to forget about Eko (seeing as how Nue has 'everything under controll'). Well, predictably, Nue gets his ass beat by Eko and Otoha's friend get's shot by Otoha's brother (who is also his father, just to add a little squick to your mechs).

And the ending... THE ENDING! It was magnificent! Excellent! Something I REFUSE to spoil to anyone! <3

I love this movie. It's just awesome and made me actually shiver while watching it. I was anticipating the ending, even when everything was looking gloomy and I was tempted to stop for fear of disappointment.

Karas: the Revelation gains 1000/10 POAA points. <3

*Actually, that's incorrect. There was some serious (at least in the mind of the yaoi fangirl##) shonen-ai going on in the second movie between Otoha and Reiji*** (his friend in the mob). The Reiji got (spoiler) and all my hope faded. So much for New Zealand. Also note that one of the Nue told Otoha to go back to whoever was waiting for him and he went to find his friend aaawwww. <3

Oh, and Yurine almost kisses Otoha, but she doesn't because that would disrupt the flow of the anime. :"(

The sad thing is, I have that fangirl sense** that instantly pairs certain characters together for the lulz. Of course, being the demented creature I am I paired Otoha and Narumi (awesome detective guy) while pairing Hinaru and Nue. My mind just goes 'LOL, IF THEY MATED:' and that's what happens. I blame Japan.

**Fangirls, by the by, have many, many powers. I will list them eventually.
***I'm not imagining the Otoha/Reiji thing, though in reality it's probably some sort of friendship thing only the Japanese can understand. Anyway, I've forced a few people to get the movie, and had a few watch the second movie with me. 10/10 Americans agree that Reiji and Otoha are gay for eachother. I didn't even have to watch the movie a few times to go 'HEY, THERE BE GAY HERE'. Oh no. I saw it the first time and went, "...Are they brothers?" and then Reiji was all 'nope :D' and I went, "Well, shit, slash."

Ahahahahaha.

## I have to keep restating this because I feel the urge. While I do enjoy slash, I enjoy everything else too. Except beast, anthro, BDSM (??), and all that kinky crap. A-ha-ha-ha. ^^;
 
 
Current Location: Shinjuku!
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Ain't Nothing Wrong With That
 
 
PoaA
09 December 2007 @ 10:03 pm
I want to learn Japanese.

Combine that with my passion for learning Russian, Greek, and German and I'm pretty royally fucked. While going from English to German is pretty easy, and there are plenty of Greek roots in English for me to get a general idea... Russian has enough imaginary sounds to make it's own lan... oh wait.

WHY do we have so many languages anyway? Better yet, why does the American school system only offer Spanish and French?! I understand Spanish, enough of the country already speaks it, but French? I mean, Chinese is one of the most spoken languages in the world. We should be learning it alongside English. So, when the Chinabots take over the world we'll be able to plead for our lives in a way they'll understand.

That, and the Chinese language is pretty pimp.

...Ahem. I want to learn Japanese.

Some people mistake this desire for weabooism, and believe it will pass in a matter of years. Okay, first thing, I will probably always be an otaku. I'll be at anime cons at 40, taking pictures of pretty genderly ambiguous people dressed as other pretty generdly ambiguous people.

Second thing, while my weabooness is the reason I got interested in the language and culture (LOLOLOL POCKY), I just want to understand it. Not to watch unsubbed anime or read original manga (not that I wouldn't jump at the chance...).

So, being motivated enough, I've taken half a year of 'official' Japanese schooling, and know the basics. Sentence structure, how to introduce myself, all hirigana and katakana. I'm prepared for phase two.

Kanji.

一二三四五六七八九十百千万父母友女男人子日月火水木金土本休語年午前後時間毎先今何上下左会右東西南北外名高小中大長半分学校生山川白天雨電気車国円話聞食読来書見行出入口古多安少店手新目社空立耳花言買足週道飲駅魚*


Um... shit.

*All the 4 Kyuu (Japanese proficiency test level, lowest) Kanji. What I'm working on right now.

It's strange, at least in America, to see a high school student study for something that has absolutely nothing to do with their school work. I mean, sure, if knowing Japanese could get me an extra credit or something I'd probably double my efforts, but right now the fact that I'm taking my free time to study instead of being a jackass teenager is amazing.

/ making myself feel better for having no life

Studying Kanji right after learning hirigana and katakana is like studying trigonometry after passing the first grade. Especially for someone who's spent their entire lives speaking English. The Japanese grammar system is ass backwards compared to English, which confuses the hell out of me (I put the kanji WHERE?)

Well, after another month of solid studying I'm going to try the 4 kyuu e-test. With any luck I'll be able to take the 1 kyuu (hardest EVER) in a few years! In Japan!

http://www.learn-japanese.info/ is my favorite site so far. That, and the sites that sell Japanese textbooks. While I can't

http://www.asahi-net.or.jp/~ik2r-myr/kanji/kanji1pa.htm and this is, allegedly, the actual Kyuu test. Meaning I can take them when I'm damn good and ready. :B
 
 
PoaA
02 December 2007 @ 09:30 pm
Strange things happen to me and the people around me.

Not so much strange as... why? Just why? Why us? Are we part of some cosmic conspiracy to just be weirded the fuck out?

...

So, here's the thing. Yesterday my mom went to work and came back with a rather... odd story. Just whacked out. I couldn't even comprehend it for about a half-hour. I finally asked her tell me again and it still just blew my mind.

My mom works at global drug store chain. I won't mention it because I personally hate it. Anyway, her boss usually screws her over and forces her to work with little or no people, or coworkers just don't show up.

Anyway, two people were working the store last... Friday. A guy walks in with a gun and corners one of the two workers, a pretty lady. He tells her to lock the doors. His accomplice is outside in a truck.

Problems:

1) 24 hour stores do not lock their doors, ever. Even if it was raining spikes and hellish fiends were pouring out of everywhere, they would not lock the doors. Only in incredibly dire situations would they do such a thing.

2) You walk in with a gun and tell the clerk to... lock the door?

3) ...While your accomplice is outside?

The other cowork, going unnoticed, called the cops. I'm glad he did, otherwise something very, very unpleasent would have happened to that poor woman. Oh no, not a horrible death (well, probably not), not being tortured to death. They were going to rape her.

...............................

HOLD THE PHONE, STOP THE EXECUTION, WE'VE FOUND JESUS. I'M SORRY WHAT?

I just can't see how these guys could've thought they'd get away with it. I mean... even the dumbest, most doped up person on the planet would know "HEY, GOING INTO A 24HR STORE TO RAPE SOMEONE MIGHT BE A BAD IDEA". And they would be right.

But POAA, you ask, How did you know their ultimate goal?

Well, I'll tell you. When the cops pulled up (five cop cars in, like, two minutes. Rock on, Metro) they arrested the guy outside who, for some reason, didn't flee. Why? I put my money on he was higher than the clouds. Er... They found, and this is where the lightbulb went off, KY Jelly, ducttape, and something that makes your penis hard for long amounts of time (my mom described it at that, and I'm not googling that phrase so use your imagination).

Let's just.. go over the flaws of their plan

1) 24hr store. A particularly busy one.

2) Cameras. Everywhere. When this store upgraded to carrying liquor they took no precautions.

3) ...Lock the doors while your partner's outside?

6) ???

9) No profit!

This just blew my mind. For the amount they're going to pay in legal fines, jail time (oh, there will be jail), and sheer humiliation they could have gone to one of Purump's many legal brothels and had a wild time.

I'm just glad Josaphine wasn't there. She's a little Korean lady and I know for a fact she would have drop kicked that guy in .000021 seconds and had them both in custody before you could say 'Obachan*'.

*Little Korean ladies, just like little Japanese, Vietnamese and Chinese ladies, are indestructable and take no shit from anyone. It's a time zone thing, I hear.

School tomorrow! Wish me luck.
 
 
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Current Mood: excited
Current Music: J-pop
 
 
PoaA
01 December 2007 @ 12:58 am
It's December 1st. I've got exactly ten hours before I'm suppose to rally a whole lotta people up (100+, not including alts) for a guild photo. I am also suffering from a wonderful case of insomnia. The rain, however soothing, has done nothing to improve this. My RP partner is no doubt waiting anxiously for my next reply. I do not have the heart to tell him I'm completely stumped. I will sleep, hopefully, and have a good response in the morning.

I believe it's time for a journal entry.

Last November I was going to a manget school in Las Vegas. As a requirement to stay in that school we were suppose to do 60 hours of community service. The school made it easy to aquire those hours by joining a community service club named Key Club.

I had to move away from that school before I flunked, but I knew I would anyway so huzzah. (I refused to wake up at 3AM for my education. Fuck you, Valley.)

Anyway, as a perk of joining this club we got to pay $80, and they would take us on a trip to Six Flags Magic Mountain. I, of course, jumped at the chance to get away from my parents for a nice weekend. Not only that, but I would be with my school chums and 1000+ students from the Clark County School District.

12AM, November 16th. My mother has wistfully gotten us lost on the way to the meeting point. I call and irritate our supervisor a total of 12 times.

1AM, November 16th. My mother refuses to let me into the building because 'she's not sure where I need to go'. I am completely prepared to kill her with my pillow and claim temporary insanity.

2AM, November 16th. Myself and about a hundred other North 28 (I can't remember, but I think that was the name) kids sitting in an auditorium. Most of us are clutching our pillows or something.

We leave thirty minutes later, after getting our panda t-shirts (I find that mine is two sizes too small, but I manage to wrestle it on.). I get onto the bus and choose my seat, only to be told to move so one of our supervisors can sit there. I sit next to a very nice young man. We're aquantances, not friends. We mutually uncomfortably situate ourselves to keep from touching one another.

I have a feeling this will be a great trip.

Half of the bus is asleep thirty minutes outside of Vegas. The other half is making 'Jeepers Creepers' jokes like we haven't heard them before. Though I willfully packed a bunch of manga, a sketchbook, and a CD player, I have not used them. I will not for the rest of the trip.

We arrive in California around 5AM. It's been raining and it was winter, so I was not entirely enthused when one of our supervisors forced me off the bus so I could get food (she noticed I was looking pale, she explained later. I pointed out that I was naturally pale when there was a lack of any light at all.).

Imagine 1000+ high school students crammed into a McDonalds for a little over an hour. That was the situation.

Now, I hate McDonalds. The food is terrible and incredibly unhealthy, but I hadn't eaten anything and I had a feeling Park food would be too expensive, so I bought hotcakes and a bottle of water. The hotcakes were okay, but I loved that water to death. It was gone in thirty seconds*.

*I tend to drink a lot of water. Not too much, but more than your average Joe. No soda, no fruit drinks. Just water, iced tea, occasionally coffee, and yogurt smoothies.

I'm back on the bus just as it was about to leave. My seat buddy was there before me, munching on whatever aweful mix of rubbery egg, hard buicuit, and 'sausage' he ordered. I later find out there was a Starbucks across from the McDonalds. It took everything I had not to break out of the bus and huddle in the Starbucks until my parents came to get me.

Once again, we all magically fall asleep and reawaken just as we get to the park. Don't ask me how this happens, it just does. All I know is that I'm usually the first awake (call it snorer's intuition) and usually the last asleep.

The park is exactly what one would expect it to be. Large, full of Loony Toon characters, and rollercoaster city.

...I, for one, do not like rollercoasters. They go high and fast and do all sorts of twirrls and I just don't like it get me off now. I suppose it was growning up with the Circus Circus rollercoaster. It was not nice, nor gentle. You literally couldn't keep your head up long enough to see any of the horrified faces of your puke victims.

That being said, going to a rollercoaster-themed park was, how do you say, boring, for me.

I attempted to get one one, though. A dangling one that I can't remember the name of. Key word is attempted. Just as I was about to get on the ride (after waiting 40 minutes), they tell you something. You need to take all the shit you have in your pockets and put them in lockers so they don't fall out and kill someone. They don't say this when you're at the bottom, near the lockers. No.

That being said, I tried. I put my stuff on the little red shelf they have for shoes. I sat in the chair for a good minute before I decided I liked my things and did not wish to give them away. (Everything my mother had equiped me with; cellphone, money, tickets, etc)

Did I mention I'm doing all of this alone? My friends, I have quite a few for someone as socially impaired as myself (I am not good with people face to face. Which is why I'm so good with people on the Internet I guess?). Though all of my friends are either too old, not in Key Club, or simply too far away (Intarweb friands). Not that I mind. Being socially inept I am used to finding ways to entertain myself. I don't get bored by myself and thrive on dark rooms and rain softly colliding with the roof.

That being said, I had as much fun as a lonely fifteen year old girl could.

I rode the rides that stayed on the ground. A demented version of the ferris wheel, the teacups, the pirate boat ride, etc. When I found a ride I liked I usually rode it five to ten times afterwards, just because I needed to kill time.

The one ride that's worth mentioning. A water log ride. It's where you get in a log and ride it on water for a few minutes. For those of you who've been to Disney Land, think Splash Mountain.

Now, let's set the sceen. It's the middle of November, cold as fuck in California despite it being, you know, California. My dumb ass decides that 'LOLZ, WATER IZ FUn' and decides to get on it. This boat ride is actually quite pleasent the first thirty seconds. Then you get to the first hill.

I say first because there's more than one. ;_;

The first splash is okay. Sure, you get a little wet and there's some water in the boat, but generally it's okay. I thought this was the end of the ride. Oh no, there's no end in sight, deary. I'm going for a ride.

There are various checkpoint ladies stationed throughout the ride in case anybody gets injured or falls off or something. I actually had a convorsation with one of them as I was waiting to drop off.

Me: ;_; WHY?
Her: Um? Yes?
Me: IT'S NOVEMBER. IT'S FREEZING. WHY?
Her: Well, you didn't have to get on. ^^
Me: AUUUUGGGGGGHHHHH-

I made that noise until I hit the water.

SPLASH

Except it wasn't a nice, playfull 'splash'. It was more of a 'YOU FUCKED MY WIFE? YOU FUCKED MY WIFE? -BITCH SLAP-' splash.

I'm soaked to the bone when I get off. That being said, I made my way back across the park to the tea cups ride because I really, really liked that ride. It was fun because of a few things.

1) No pullbars
2) Going fast without actually going into the air
3) The guy working it was cute.

It always comes back to cuteness, doesn't it?

After that, I went shopping. My mother had given me $20 for the trip. To Six Flags. I spent 1/4 of it on food, so the rest must have been spent on stuffs. I bought two Golliath shotglasses (one tall, one small) and a purple pimp hat.

Why the hat? I'm not sure myself. In fact, I still have it. It's sitting in my closet right now, being useless. I know I'll eventually use it for something.

I think I'll wear it to the next anime convention I go to.

After that the day was pretty much over. But what's this? A-a group meeting?

Why yes! The entire reason for the trip was to 'show Key Club pride' by screaming until our voice boxes sued for stressful work environment.

Our group lost, but another group from Clark County won, so it wasn't a complete waste of time. Though one of the speakers had the gull to say, "WOW! This is the most lively group I've seen all month! :D"

About half of us were thinking, "Fuck you, buddy. We've been running around a park all day and you expect us to give anything but 50%, you're mentally unstable."

We got back on the bus around 7PM. I got their early, though. Of course, I took a few rides on the trolly that runs you from the from enterance to the bus area just for kicks... and I was still wet. I thought the freezing cold would dry my socks.

I. Was. Wrong.

When we're finally ready to leave it's around 8PM. I take a Nyquil I stashed with me and swallow it down with collected saliva because I couldn't afford water. Ahem. Most of us are asleep within an hour and we wake up around Midnight.

I call my mother around 12 to tell her we'll be arriving at 1AM. She says nothing but I can hear her "You want me to say out here in THIS weather for another fucking hour?"

When they let us off the bus I spend about twenty minutes looking for my mom's car. I'm actually near tears because I was wet, cold, and my pimp hat kept flying off.

I pass out in the back seat, cradling my Chrno Crusade and Saiyuki mangas.

Summary: I will never again go on a trip without my family. They're disfunctional fuckheads, but at least they'd talk me out of the goddamned water log.

---You know, as I'm going over this now, I've noticed quite a few mistakes.

I'm tired.
 
 
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Current Music: Haruhigurashi - God Knows
 
 
PoaA
27 November 2007 @ 06:14 pm
Onto more less personal matter. I've been avoiding my father like he was a prick and decided to blame all the word's problems on me. Just because he's in a bad mood (male PMS FTW!) doesn't mean he has to take it out on me. Talk about someone with anger issues...

...On a lighter note, there's actually a history of mental illness in my family. At least, as far back as I can. My grandmother was a small, Greek woman who was probably the only person who could get a free microwave from WalMart three years after the warrenty expired. In other news, I'm pretty sure she had some sort of disorder.

My aunt and mom are nucking futs. I'm not sure if it's just because they're women or because they're actually insane. My aunt is bipolar, actually diagnosed, and my mother has the symptoms.

Both my siblings (my younger brother and older half-sister, Mother's side) are autistic. I would like to enter this into the category as to why I will never breed.

I don't know much about my father's family, even though I met them when I was very much younger. All I know is that we have a history of Deja Vu* and my uncles and grandma got us kicked out of a State Park forever by beating up state troopers (I'm dead serious).

*I'm actually going to look into this later, but both my dad and I have experienced very strange strings of Deja Vu in our lifetimes. It wasn't something he suggested to me (like "Lulz, I had Deja Vu when I was a kid! :D You might too!). I actually said something about having lots of Deja Vu when we were dining out (as opposed to eating out, which now sounds very silly to me). Then he started talking about how he had it a lot when he was my age too. My mother got very uncomfortable for whatever reason (considering she reads books about vampires, demons using humans as sex slaves**, and other shit you think she'd be thrilled to hear me and my dad are freaks).

**I picked up one of her novels by mistake and just about died. Some of the pages were stuck together, too, which will cause years of therapy like you wouldn't believe.

I imagine the conversation would be something like this:

Me: My... my mother.
Doc: ...?
Me: She has... -whispers- porn in the house.
Doc: ...Okay... and how does that make you feel?
Me: Like at that moment my inner child died and the 'mommy is mommy' image I once had of her was tarnished. Soiled by Merke, the vampire lover of Cynthia, the young computer tech from San Diego.
Doc: ... (wtf. If she's already figured this out why does she need me?)
Me: Because I need someone to talk to, and I don't think qthrnygai33 is quite up to the challenge of handling my psyche.

Who knows? Maybe qthrnygai33 has a Master in psychology.

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I hate MicroSoft Office Word (typing letterz n shit, yo). It keeps auto-formatting my fanfiction and it's a bitch to have more than one document open on this laptop. I like working on multiple fics at once so that's kind of a downer for me.

I keep having to go through a whole bunch of crap to get it to stop doing stupid things. Damn you, MicroSoft! Your software does not go well with Japanese

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Procrastination mode, activate!

I'm not in the mood to do homework, but I probably should. Locking myself in this little room and playing on this laptop is becoming depressingly routine. I should ask some in the house to hold it for me while I finish homework... but that would be responsible and I REFUSE, DAMMIT.

My first scratchboard came out nicely. If I ever get it back, I'll post it, along with a few of my other school-related projects (for some reason, Mr. Chung keeps keeping them. :( ). The second one I'm doing is an anime pic that's also coming out to be really pretty. I absolutely love how the metalic shine makes the hair look.

I asked for an extra scratch board (gold instead of silver) so I could do a personal project to give to a friend for xmas (or, being the MGS nerd I am, I might just take an Offical 9(KOJIMA SEAAAAL) picture of Otacon, print it, trace it, and keep it for myself.). We're usually asked to pay 50 cents for it, but he gave it to me for free.

:D!

As for my personal drawing projects, right now I'm just trying to get the human figure right. That, and how to bend my character's properly.

Yu-me, yu-me, suki deshou~
 
 
PoaA
23 November 2007 @ 03:00 pm
:D I has laptop.

My parents stood in front of a Best Buy for little over three hours to get it. And the cool thing is they didn't even get it. Some guy came up to them and gave them his ticket. :D That guy wins a thousand free Internets.

Initial impression: I miss my stationary computer. It's much faster, much more familiar, and *not portable*. Now that I have this computer, my parents pretty much expect me to stay in my room... And do my homework. >_>

Not to mention the fact that the keyboard is waaaay smaller than I'm used to. The last time I had a laptop was in 7th grade as a part of a school-sponsored thing. It was a iBook and it was retarded on level the likes of which the world has never seen.

I also tried to ink a picture here. APPARENTLY THAT WON'T WORK. Damn lack of mouse.

-burns an Apple product-

Though it does have a DVD player and the screen is very pretty. Not to mention the fact that it's basically mine(though my folks claim it to be 'ours' because if their computers go ka-boom they'll use this one). It is portable(lol, laptop), so I can take my fanfiction homework on the road when needed. It also has Windows Vista Home, complete with super-duper virus/spyware protection.

So, my old computer has AIDS and this one has a super condom with ribbs and stuff.

My mom was sad that I wasn't bouncing off the walls.

Me: Can I take out the chicken now or-
Her: We got a laptop. :D
Me: Oh. That's cool. ^^
Her: ...Laptop. :DD
Me: >_>
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:D I has laptop.

My parents stood in front of a Best Buy for little over three hours to get it. And the cool thing is they didn't even get it. Some guy came up to them and gave them his ticket. :D That guy wins a thousand free Internets.

Initial impression: I miss my stationary computer. It's much faster, much more familiar, and *not portable*. Now that I have this computer, my parents pretty much expect me to stay in my room... And do my homework. >_>

Not to mention the fact that the keyboard is waaaay smaller than I'm used to. The last time I had a laptop was in 7th grade as a part of a school-sponsored thing. It was a iBook and it was retarded on level the likes of which the world has never seen.

I also tried to ink a picture here. APPARENTLY THAT WON'T WORK. Damn lack of mouse.

-burns an Apple product-

Though it does have a DVD player and the screen is very pretty. Not to mention the fact that it's basically mine(though my folks claim it to be 'ours' because if their computers go ka-boom they'll use this one). It is portable(lol, laptop), so I can take my <strike>fanfiction</strike> homework on the road when needed. It also has Windows Vista Home, complete with super-duper virus/spyware protection.

So, my old computer has AIDS and this one has a super condom with ribbs and stuff.

My mom was sad that I wasn't bouncing off the walls.

Me: Can I take out the chicken now or-
Her: We got a laptop. :D
Me: Oh. That's cool. ^^
Her: ...Laptop. :DD
Me: >_> <_< Great? Now, about that chicken...
Her: It's a Toe-she-bah
Me: ...? And?
Her: ... :(

Apparently, I wasn't as excited as she imagined I'd be. >_>; I thought it was for my Dad, wtf why would I be excited?

...>_> I bet I could get MSN now.

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Because my mom works yesterday and today, we will be celebrating Thanksgiving(lol, American excuse to stuff our faces to the slaughter of an indiginous people. :D) tomorrow. I'm baking pies tonight.

My mom, in her infinite wisdom, bought a 24 pound turkey... for eight people.

I failed math, but that's about three pounds per person not counting my brother, who dislikes all foods.

Turkey sandwhiches for the next month! Who wants some?

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I've been running a virus scan on this computer for the last hour because I took all my incomplete/complete fanfiction folder and put it here.

It doesn't hurt to screen yourself. ;D

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If I make one more STD joke I'm going to catch something. I know I will. Even though I refuse to have sex until I find that 'special someone' that frolics through bad romance novels.

If my 'true love' turns out to be a lesbian I will be so pissed you have no idea. >_>;

And by 'true love/special someone', I mean someone who, over time, I feel has become a part of me. It doesn't have to be a sexual attraction. That's just a bonus. I'm sure I could live without sex.

Really.

That's what masturbation is for. :DDD

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LJ sent me this writer's challenge thing from another site. I talked to my English teacher about it, and she thinks I should enter. >_>; I just might, too.

I think I'm just cynical enough to win. Or at least enter and not embarrass myself.

...There might be an age limit thoug. Should check that out.

I promise to spellcheck.

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Typing on a computer in my room is really fucking weird. I like to look around when I'm typing (I'm not sure why) and I notice things about my room that I didn't notice before.

It needs to be cleaned.

Though it's still better than that dungeon they call a computer room (which is really just a closet).

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I realize now that, back in seventh grade, I actually had smut on my *school computer*. It was Saiyuki Mary-Sue Hakkai/MS and Sanzo/MS smut...

WTF was wrong with me?

------------

Rebuild of Evangelion was really pretty. They've even inserted a new character into the second one(which should come out in '08?), who seems to be a less bitchy, more serious form of Asuka.

So, we have the stotic, silent girl. Rei.
The bitchy, over eager German. Asuka
The strong, serious type. New girl
The smart, in-love-with-a-douche one. Hikari.

Where is my mooooeeeeee? D: The tea-serving one who gets in the waaaay?

Then again, Eva really wouldn't need someone like that. Except maybe to die and cause MORE emotional trauma for Shinji.

Possibility: three new pilots. Pilot of Unit 4, which disappeared in Nevada. Pilots of Units 5 and 6. New girl and Kaworu could very well be pilots of 5 and 6, which leaves 4. Perhaps Toji, though it is a alternate telling of the series so anything short of Misato taking out NERV with an AK-47 is possible.

-hopes for another male pilot-

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Sudden epiphany. Unit 00 couldn't have had Ritsuko's mother's spirit because her mother was Casper. >_> Also couldn't have had Yui's because she was in Unit 01. So I guess it's the dummy plug.

...what was I going on about?

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Hey! I can see Japanese characters now. :D Which means I could also type them if I did a few things.

I will not do those things.

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I am really, really glad LJ saves whatever you're working on if you just cut out. I was about the hurl the laptop through the door. :D

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Need to check e-mail and maybe get MSN.
 
 
PoaA
12 November 2007 @ 07:28 pm
A splorch, as defined by my friend, is a random thought that, more or less, amounts to crap.

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I do not like reading fanfiction from fanfiction.net as much as I used to.

I stick to stalking LJ and smaller ff sites. While there is amazing fanfiction on ff.net, it's few and very far between. Especially in popular fandoms(show me a decent Yu Yu Hakusho fanfiction and I will show you a girl who just vomited Soviet Russia). 100000 Naruto fics taking place in 'mordern day Japanese highschool' written by fifteen year old girls who know nothing about the Japanese school structure beyond what they've seen in Inuyasha.

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My English teacher says I have a great narrating voice. :)

I are pleased.

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Philanthropy anime subbing group possibly broke up, which means no more Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai. Pretty sad, considering the latest episode to be subbed had my favorite Otacon-like character.

That may be the only reason I watch that anime. >_> Aside from the DEATHZ.

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Speaking of Soviet Russia, I did ace my Animal Farm test. Take THAT, George Orwell!

Take note: The hoof and horn on the Animal Farm flag does not represent the animals making the Farm themselves, but rather the hammer(???) and sicle on the Russian flag.

She still accepted it, though, 'cause I made some sort of sense.

Apparently, Communism doesn't work ever.

And David Bowie is not a Nazi.

...Though I still like the Nazi Germany and SOVIET RUSSIA(I'll never call it the Soviet Union, screw you history channel) military uniforms. They are just so pretty.

Splorch a go-go!

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I need to check my e-mail.

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WHY is every WoW fanfiction either romance, people from the RP servers posting their epic rps, or people whoring out their 'amazing' game characters? I mean, c'mon. D: That's not fair to those of us actually looking for lore-related crap(Mmmm, Arthas angst).

A-and all the Blood Elf/Night Elf smut(even though it is clearly stated that there is to be no smut on the site to protect the childrens)? ;_; Whhhhhhy?

And why all the Japanese/very very white American names? I mean... that's just not fair. Not everyone who writes WoW fanfiction is a fifteen year old girl... right? RIGHT?!

Wrong!

There are already a lot of games with in-game romance. Why not pick on those? WoW is mostly an adventure based game anyway

...Though I admit I find it amusing that, in actual lore, almost every bad thing that's happened in the game has been caused by a love triangle. XD

Something tells me the writers for the WoW storylines have not had good relationships.

Jesus Christ on a taco I am such a fucking nerd. >_<

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Speaking of FF.net, it's really hypocritical nowadays. When I first joined it-

Alright, I'll let something off my chest. When I first joined fanfiction.net I was nine years old under the username 'DBZgirl20kyz'. SHUT UP I KNOW. I wrote a fanfiction about the daughter of Ash Ketchum and Misty. She had a Mew and fell into the Yu Yu Hakusho world.

Despite my age, the writing was okay. The plot and premise were not.

I am sorry. /seppuku

-anyway. When I first joined they went under the slogan 'Release your soul' or something similar. After a while they changed the rules. A lot. To the point where any veteran FFer there was going 'Well, shit. They made everything unfun. >:(' Which is when a lot of great writers were either deleted or left.

It's amazingly how well their rules are enforced. XD There is plently of hardcore smut floating around. It'll stay there until someone reports it because the FF mods really don't care. Nobody reports it because we all think it's a dumb rule.

Esentially, the part of FF.net capable of reporting says, "Fuck the children. D:<"

I completely agreed with getting rid of the reader inserts and 'real people' stories. 'Cause reading about a girl fantasizing about an orgy with a certain band made my childish, innocent mind collapse into what is now a hovel of pedo bear and fanfiction ideas.

But... c'mon... the POETRY section? That's just mean.

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Now that Capslock MGS is doing EPIC READINGS I've been forced to beg for a mic so, I too, may epicly read. :( Darn. I'd attempt to hunt for a job if we weren't moving in a month. I actually started a few weeks ago, but then my mother was all 'LULZ, Y DU DAT. WE R GONNA MOVE 2 OREGONZ'.

Because that's what you do.

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HEY. I just figured out why LJ no longer alerts me when people add me to their friends list/friends update their journals.

Because it is mentally incapable of doing so.

ASJALK;DJLKEDEEEEEEE.

A DUR. :B

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Right now eBAY is offering me Chinese and North Korean military armor, uniforms, and medals.
 
 
PoaA
08 November 2007 @ 07:22 pm
This is a journal.

This is not an edited journal.

-snerk-


That^ is one of the many, not very many things I can draw.

Their eyes are too big.

...I have the habit of drawing cute girls with huge boobs. I'm pretty sure its all the years months weeks I've been lurking moar.

There is something wrong with my brain meats.
 
 
PoaA
03 November 2007 @ 11:26 am
8D

I got my scaaaaanner. Gotmyscannergotmyscannergotmyscanner.

Haben einen Scanner!

:D

I can't use it because my brother's on the computer but who caaaaaaaaaaares!? I got a scanner!

Just reached 63 on WoW today. That, combined with my 200g increase, I can almost get my mount!

Only not!

Oh well!

D:

Got a few other things for my birthday as well. A Mokona(Tsubasa Chronicles) hat, a Squeenix Final Fantasy series watch, Eerie Queerie(what an incredibly offensive name. ._. "Ghost!" in Japan) volumes 2-3, Kingom Hearts II volume 1, "I am Legend" book, and a Kingdom Hearts wrist band.

;_; Tokyo Discount has such cool stuff. I'm going to miss it when I move.

-weep-

I was going to get a L watch, but it was quite a bit more expensive than the Final Fantasy one. They had L, Light, AND Ryuk plushies. Once again, I forsook them for something I could show off at school.

They had a freaking *keyblade* and *M9* cosplay items. I just about DIED.

I almost got a Otacon plushie(yes they had one and yes I wanted it but I wanted to the watch mooooar. DDDDD:). They also had something titled 'Snakes Headband', but I'm not going to fall for that. I'll buy a strip of cloth and the 99 cent store and call it 'Snake's headband'. D:<

Next time... Next time.
 
 
 
 

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